EXPERIENCE REPORTS

After things escalated between me and my father, and I had the feeling that Heidi, my partner, was pulling further and further away from me, I thought it might be a good idea to come to Transformation Week after all. Which it was.

Through all the personalities I was able to get to know over the few days, I came to the realization that everyone has a burden to bear. Everyone has to deal with something that they can't solve on their own. And we are all connected.

And, Eva, through your mindful approach, I was able to experience for myself what solution work means, how old traumas and patterns dissolve.

Meditation has definitely become my everyday tool. I can walk through my life more relaxed. A new part that feels insanely good. So easy. I practise every day.

And I try to see all people, with their respective fates.

What I find really easy is the "thank you", which is good for each and every one of us.

What I notice is that the friendlier I am, the friendlier people are with me. And that's this really good mood, a fire of life that I can and can spread.

My work of art, the tree, means growing from the small things that then become natural and therefore big.

That feels incredibly good. Like a tree that has to grow in order to bear fruit.

Sabine

Picture from Sabine

I'm just fine!

About the transformation week:

I came into the transformation week with a concrete slab that I was constantly carrying around with me and that made me so tired to carry in addition to my everyday life.

With a few specific questions from Eva, this concrete slab quickly ceased to be a concrete slab and no longer had any meaning. I think she was the reason for my decision to come - the content has completely changed.

I was able to glean something directly for myself from EVERY constellation, from EVERY conversation, from EVERY lecture, from EVERY exercise, indeed I so often had the feeling that these things were happening for me in order to answer MY questions. That was fascinating.

I have been given so many wonderful tools. Looking, researching and questioning a feeling that arises, meditation, sacrificing old structures on the altar of knowledge and looking carefully at the person I really am.

The realization that everything is in vibration with each other and that I can consciously shape my life is reinforced by the book "The Bond", which I am now reading. I'm reading again! I haven't had the energy for 4 years. Now I consciously take the time and retreat into peace and quiet to read.

I will definitely continue on this path. There is no option not to do it, thank you Eva!

You are very welcome to use my picture, I will send it to you separately as I don't have it on this computer.
So I remain with grateful greetings and the certainty and joy that we will meet again,

Heidi S., teacher

Picture of Heidi S., teacher

Dear Eva, I've been sitting here for a really long time and it's difficult for me to write down my many thoughts and feelings from our transformation week.

Heavy - why? ...

It is not possible for me to put into words all these wonderful, positive, profound, incredibly helpful moments of realization.

This week with you and all the people connected with us has brought me another big step forward in my development.

For me, you are the person who knows how true, conscious living can succeed. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me and all the people out there who are on their way.

I owe it to you that I practise being aware every day and that I am learning step by step to feel how beautiful and full of joy and wonder life is.

I hug you - with love
Elke

"I arrived with my autopilot switched on, completely caught up in "functioning". But through the shared processes, experiences and insights during the transformation week, I was able to 'switch on' my consciousness again and re-establish contact with my true self.

The many practical tools that I was able to take away with me were particularly helpful. Meditation in particular, which opens up the space to familiarize yourself with yourself and look at your own shadows, has found its way into my everyday life.

I returned from Styria with many valuable insights and touching insights into my own potential and also into the diversity of the group (and of being human).

A lot has already changed during the week. Since my return, I have noticed further changes every day - and my environment confirms this. For me, it was a transformative journey to myself, characterized by many research questions that I will continue to explore with joy and that will enable me to live a vibrant life.

Many thanks to Eva for her wonderful guidance, characterized by admirable subtlety and enormous competence based on many years of experience. Special thanks also go to Manuela for the excellent organization of the seminar week. Her all-round carefree package helped me to fully engage in this wonderful process."

Karolina

What a wonderful seminar week in so many ways!

For many years I have been lucky enough to be able to work with Eva again and again and to discover myself more and more. I experienced this Easter week at the Biohotel Retter as a potentiation of the effectiveness of Eva's way of working with us as a group of 13.

Not only does she get to the heart of the matter in no time at all, taking everyone in the group with her, she also gives us exercises and helps us practise these ways of becoming more and more aware of ourselves in our everyday lives at home, looking at old beliefs and thought patterns and discarding them.

Eva supports us to develop deeper and deeper into our being full of vitality and love, to visualize our desires and to live a self-determined, vibrant life in abundance.

The excellent organic cuisine and the beautiful feel-good ambience of the Hotel Retter have contributed to the fact that this seminar week has had such a lasting effect on me that I want to come back.

Doris, 62

By working with Eva Gold and her uniquely loving way of working, I was able to gain the necessary clarity to recognize the biggest problems that were in my life for the first time, despite my inner confusion.

The work has brought light into my unconscious level and thus enabled me to sense the unconscious and its extent in order to transform myself step by step, with the courage to follow the path to the end.

It is important for me to mention that the desire for change must come from deep within yourself - I really understood that.

And I have taken responsibility for all my problems and the success of my transformation process.

From then on, Eva Gold, in the way she makes herself available for the transformation towards the True Self, is an incredible space to lovingly understand problems, traumas, concepts and then to transform them completely.

Thanks to the work, I was able to recognize the survival structures from my childhood that had become a burden to me as such. I was able to kindly understand why I had created them in the past and then let them go step by step.

The survival structures I mentioned were "beaming myself out of the world" through computer addiction, media consumption, pornography consumption and drug abuse. Furthermore, I was also able to go even deeper in the advanced work and uncover the abuse of a family member on me, which resulted in an indescribable liberation for me and opened up inner clarity.

Further transformation steps became increasingly possible from this point onwards.

The work with Eva Gold begins in the setting with her and then extends further into everyday life. I have been given valuable techniques and tools to continue the transformation independently, which helps me to live my everyday life consciously and to continue working on myself.

Not least in order to carry out a certain amount of preliminary work and independent research, so that I could then freely decide to continue working on and solving major issues in a setting offered by Eva Gold.

Jonas, architecture student

My most recent work with Eva was the Transformation Week Easter 2024.

I wanted to be more truly myself - I wanted to solve more of the obstructive structures and problems.

And on the other hand, the focus was clearly on recognizing, strengthening and already living the new things that are now essential to me.

We did this through meditation, through art therapy work, through exploring and working on old thought concepts, behaviors and patterns.

And through 6 fully intensive days, in which the time between the seminar setting could also be used incredibly well for transformation.

Every day, the focus was again on who was standing where - and so solutions were found on the spur of the moment!

In my honest experience, the greatest and deepest work is possible in this loving one-week setting. I would like to encourage everyone who reads this testimonial to take the step, motivated from within, to break out of the old structure. Why? To have the experience of working with Eva Gold once, and subsequently to be even more wholeheartedly who you essentially are.

Jonas, architecture student

Why did I come to Transformation Week?
I was scared, really scared!

.afraid to defend myself against humiliation - I therefore avoided any kind of confrontation,
.afraid to follow a completely different career path than I have done so far
.afraid to sing openly and from the heart
.afraid to show and use my strength
.afraid to show my abilities and my full potential

And in reality, I want to accomplish great and challenging things - while living a joy and lightness that will amaze the people around me!

What was the diversity of the process, what were your realizations?
I learned to recognize my old structures - I can now see the moment when emotions are triggered in me that don't match reality.
I came to the realization - I am not helpless!
I also came to the knowledge: I am not set in stone, I really can change! I can laugh from the heart, be loud, show joy - I can dive deep into my passions and make them visible in all their depth! Now I can recognize when people put on a mask.

And the feeling during the transformation week when people around me are open and loving towards each other - it's unforgettable!

What tools did you get?
We worked with various forms and processes of meditation, I learned tactics to recognize and explore my structures and to take away some of their strength again and again and again until they disappeared completely!!!!

I now know from experience that an open heart attracts warmth. I can pause for a moment and ask: What do I really want now?

I can now take my time and do something that I completely immerse myself in without thinking, such as drawing garden landscapes and writing songs.

I make myself aware of life, whether I'm getting dressed, cooking, eating or walking.

What has already changed in small or large steps?
In so many moments, I notice structures that want to evoke negative feelings. I see them and let them become a little less important each time.

The biggest step was right after the retreat. One of my strongest structures, and yet such an inconspicuous one, was revealed during a conversation with a potential buyer for my house.

His father, already an older and somewhat authoritarian gentleman, devalued my property and thus hurt me and made me feel small.

I told him directly to his face at that moment, trembling and with a racing heart, that he shouldn't talk about my property like that - it was inappropriate and hurt me.

He didn't understand, but at that moment I remained a big, 28-year-old person and stopped him crossing the line.

A situation that used to scare me to death - and now it's doable.

And instead of dragging myself through the day feeling weak and lost in thought, I drove home feeling refreshed and couldn't stop grinning for the rest of the day.

My invitation:
Come to this transformation week too! WHY?
"I need a vacation!" - a phrase that has slowly but surely crept into my vocabulary. And I don't really like it. I'm actually saying "I want to close my eyes to escape from my everyday life so that I can continue to endure it afterwards".

But that's not what I really want. I want joy in my everyday life, I want to master challenging tasks, explore life and flourish. Now and every day. "I am changing!" - That's what I want.

And I started with this retreat, this inspiring week of transformation.

Matthias - artist in training

Picture Matthias

My motivation for taking part in the transformation week was, by and large, to throw off old concepts, to get into my power and movement and to be able to fully exploit my potential in everyday life. Above all, I wanted to get into action and finally live out my vision as an artist to the full, which had not been possible up to that point because I kept trying to distract myself with other unimportant things.

Another topic was exploring and taking off the "nice mask". Learning to express my needs and stand up for myself.

Eva Gold accompanied us very warmly, lovingly and appreciatively and gave us many exercises and tools every day that we can use very well in everyday life. Through the daily meditation of at least 20 minutes, I was able to learn to simply let go and "be nothing", which I continue to do every day. We were given tools on how we can easily explore our concepts, acted out our organs in order to better understand and appreciate them, did simple physical exercises, such as how we go through life with our concept and as pure potentiality. These and many other exercises helped me a lot this week to see my patterns and to explore and discard them bit by bit. Which is why I have now integrated many of these exercises into my everyday life. At the end of the week, I was able to joyfully express my potentiality artistically in a large painting. Up to that point, it was the biggest picture I had ever painted.

Shortly after this week, I dyed my hair orange as I had always wanted to, I have been reading a lot since then - educating myself further, my body symptoms are no longer a big focus, I have started to paint large pictures with joy, I am much calmer at work, I don't often let myself get stressed anymore, I am much more reflective and conscious in my actions and can explore and solve my patterns and concepts more quickly with the help of the many exercises.

I am so happy and grateful for the extremely wonderful work of Eva Gold and I really recommend everyone from the bottom of my heart to take part in the Transformation Week. Be brave and take part!
It feels wonderful to shed the old bit by bit and live yourself!

Moana, 28

Picture of Moana

I have known Eva for a very long time. On average, I treat myself to a weekend with her once a year to touch my soul.

Eva helped me to recognize situations (in the family or at work), fears, entanglements and body symptoms and to let go of them. Sometimes it was only a few days, sometimes a few months, but these seminars were always very helpful in helping me to develop further.

Eva's intuitive, attentive, non-judgmental and gentle way of working is probably unique. This work is difficult to explain. You have to feel it - and it shows me that there are things between heaven and earth that you cannot grasp.
I sincerely hope that Eva will be with us for a long time to come.

Layer by layer ...............Step by step

Elisabeth

Working with and through Eva Gold and myself has changed my life in a delicious and unimaginable way.

I am fulfilled, feel connected, deeply loved and live my potential.

Working on my issues is truly a huge enrichment. Eva takes me seriously and works with the utmost respect and attentiveness at exactly my pace. Everything is genuine and authentic.

I love this work - it's full of excitement - exploring, rediscovering and redesigning life.

Vera Sieber, artist 

My topic in this transformation seminar was anxiety, which manifested itself in all kinds of areas. I was overanxious in various situations in everyday life, which I couldn't really explain.

Fear of letting go of the old, of no longer truly living and thus falling out - of family systems, of a "secure" job. Then, on the other hand, fear of being seen in my potentiality. Finally, fear of possible violence, fear of the masculine...

Through Eva's loving, empathetic, respectful and very well-founded support, we participants explored the causes of our emotions together - and through precise differentiation we were able to determine the origin of this fear. We used solution work to dissolve entanglements from old experiences and stories.

After this work, my posture has changed noticeably - I now walk through life more upright and sincere - this uprightness is evident in my actions every day. My old construct "I fall out, lose everything! when I change" has changed into "I fall into my living truth!!!".

This week I have been given a lot of tools that I can use very well in everyday life. When automatic patterns emerge from this past fear, I practise noticing them, stopping them, breaking them down and changing them over time.

Daily meditation is very supportive for this process in order to let go of the past and what is no longer real.

The work in the group was unique and very touching, because I recognized and empathized with parts of myself in every work. There was a great sense of connection between the people - we laughed a lot, dialogued, researched, played, cried, ate delicious food, danced, played in the pool - then meditated again, worked creatively, ...
I had the feeling that the right people had come together in the right place for this seminar (the Biohotel Retter is really highly recommended). Thank you all!

Thank you Eva, for your great love for people and for this wonderful work. This week of transformation has reminded me that everything is already within us and that we can practice giving space to truthfulness and living it every day. I am thrilled and I will keep practicing!!!

Manuela, 58

Eva, when I signed up, I was skeptical. I couldn't imagine much about your work and was very hesitant to sign up 😊.

Fortunately, I decided to attend the seminar in Switzerland. The two days with you were simply enriching - I am thrilled.

Your way of working with people, your charismatic personality and your incredibly clear way of thinking are extraordinary.

In a nutshell: THANK YOU, EVA. I look forward to another meeting.

Best regards Sabrina